A CHANGED ME???????????

Mmmmmmmhhmmmmmmm.......

A big hiiiii to my friends.......

I've been away from blogging for almost 9 months now.....

there have been many reasons for it....

one of the main reason has been my job.

for those of you who dn't know.....i have joined a bank and my 1st posting has been in MUMBAI..

so over the past 9 months i've been in MUMBAI goin around with a job in hand.....

over the past 9 months i have sweated it out in mumbai's famous LOCAL....

going to almost all parts connected to the western line of mumbai's local.....

And as i expected 9 months back, that once i get into a job ill see a lot of changes(+ve or -ve) in myself,

there have been some changes.....

changes in my way of living life.....

changes in my way of enjoying life....

changes in the way i think....

changes in me as a person....

Well to start with, on the first day of my job that is on 25th july,i had huge expectations.....

expectations from myself

expectations from the bank

expectations from the job and

expectations from MUMBAI

so i have been living with these expectations in my mind since, and trust me, not even a single expectation has been fulfilled,

that doesn't mean that i'am not satisfied with my job:-(....it means that i had over expectations from all of em.....

MUMBAI, job, bank and of course myself.....

Mmmmmmhhmmmmmmm......

Now i come over to the difference between my expectations during the MBA days and the reality i've faced in my job..

1.) In my college days the daily average balance in my pocket used to be somewhere around 300 to 400 bucks....

and i used to dream about a job and kept on thinking that someday ill be having thousands of bucks in my pocket

and ill spend them on whatever i want...

well, and now when i have a job and i have a salary, my daily average balance has been a BIG (-VE) since the very day ive joined

the bank....and this certainly doesn't mean that i am paid less..:-(

2.) In my college days i always tried hard to be punctual in my classes....and managed to reach on time almost

in 80% of my classes..then i used to think that once i get a job ill be on time always......

well, and now when i am in the job...i don't remember a day when i,ve been on time for my job.....

and this certainly doesn't mean that i'am a lazy guy:-(

3.) In my college days, i used to travel on my brand new black pulsar bike....and i used to think that once i have a job ill

not even touch this bike....ill buy a brand new car for myself.....

well, now that i've a job i think how right i was when i thot that i wont even touch the bike.....

i don't touch it nomore(sold it when i was coming to mumbai)..coz i walk on foot now..no signs of any car even in the next 5 years....

and this certainly doesn't mean that i can't afford a car:-(

4.) In my college days i used to party a lot, yes a lot.....and i used to think that this is just the beginning..once in the job ill

have loads of money and ill party almost every day......

well, and now when i have a job(refer to point no.1), party has been "ONCE IN A BLUE MOON" affair..

and this certainly doesn't mean that i don't have time for partying:-(

5.) In my college days i always used to think that i have never lived away from my home, so i hope i get placed out of my hometown

delhi..it will be a good change for me..ill learn a lot in my job living away from home....

well, and now when i'am in a job away from home..i'am hating this place and i'am dying to go back to delhi..

and this certainly doesn't mean that i have learned nothing bein away from home:-(

well i guess this much is enough for now..although i have a lot of things to say, i won't say them all at once.....

coz that might leave u less interested in reading my blog the next time.....

BUT one thing iam still not sure about is.......HAVE I CHANGED???????

IF NOT then WHY HAS THERE BEEN A DIFFERENCE??

OR IF YES, THEN IS ALL THIS CHANGE NORMAL??

DOES IT HAPPEN TO A LOT MANY PEOPLE??

WELL, FIGURE IT OUT FOR YOURSELF......

TILL THE NEXT TIME

WISH U ALL A VERY HAPPY WORK LIFE....

HOPE THAT U DON'T FIND SUCH DIFFERENCES IN YOUR EXPECTATIONS AND REALITY:-):-):-):-)...........

B..BYE..

C U SOON........

Tu Raja Ki Rajdulari..........

this post is dedicated to one of the most beautiful song ever sung in haryanvi language....

anybody who has travelled enough in private buses of delhi might have heard some haryanvi raagni playing at full volume in the bus, which once heard cannot be heard again by any person other than a haryanvi jaat......

but this one here much like a haryanvi raagni has got beautiful lyrics and a soothing music..

trust me u can hear it again and again and still u'll never get bored.....

most of us would have seen the movie "Oye lucky lucky Oye".....but only a few would have given the due attention to this song....yes, this is from the same movie.....

i myself being a music lover appreciate the lyrics and the music and the manner in which this song is sung....the voice quality of the singer is a perfect match to the lyrics and overall its a complete package.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y94kfANAhbE&feature=related

you can hear this song at the above mentioned link.....and

you ll get the lyrics of the song at

http://www.lyricsmasti.com/song/6692/get_lyrics_of_Tu-Raja-Ki-Raj-Dulari.html

i heard this song a few days back and since then, i have heard it more than a hundred times already.....

PATIENCE IS THE KEY..............

mmmmhhmmmm..........

i define patience as "having the sanity to wait till the right time comes"....

an 8 letter word with such a deep meaning attached to it..

i think of the times when i've been patient enough....and i can't even remembr a second of patience in my life untill a few months back.....

was i patient enough when i had to sit for the last lecture in my school waiting for the bell to ring so that i could rush back home....??

was i patient enough when i had to wait for the clock to go past 4pm so that i could run out of my house and play.....??

no, not at all.....this is one quality that i have may be lacked since my childhood days..i never had

the patience to wait for the right time to come..

i always believed that,"the right time is the time when u want to do things or the time when u want the things to go your way"....

was i patient enough when i broke up with my 1st gf.....??i never had the patience to give enough time to our relationship to blossom....

was i patient enough when i desperately tried to have another gf....??

No, not at all....perahaps this is the sole reson why i've not had a gf since i broke up with my 1st.....

mmmmhmmmm.....

so, WHEN DOES THE RIGHT TIME COME????

A big question..........

a question which has no right answer....

many people say that the right time will come on its own.....

but isn't it a vague answer??

well i can certainly try and answer this question....

"The right time comes when you least expect the things to go your way"....

i know many of you would disagree to my point of view..you ll say that it is a vague statement..

but i am saying this on the basis of 2,3 experiences which i've had in the past 6 months or so..

i can definitly share one of them with you guyz.....

mmmhmmmm.....

for your information i have been a mangament student for the past two years of my life.....

and thanks to the recession in the lovely globalized economies round the world we had a horrendous time this year during our placement season.....

at one time it seemed we'll have to place ourselves in our own non existent firms....

one thing was foe sure this year.....we won't have 100% placements this year.....

at one point of time i had lost it all.....i was under a lot of mental stress....

day by day i was goin insane.....man even now when i think of those times i get a cold feet.....

that was the time when i heard this 8 letter word "PATIENCE" from one of my seniors....

so the very next day i tried waiting for the right time to come hoping that it would come soon....

and i would get the placement bumps from my friends......i was tired of giving bumps to my other batchmates.....

days passed by and with them my expectations of getting placed became lesser and lesser....

and i had learnt to live that way (under stress)..

Many a times the stress was getting better of me....

it was at the time when i expected the least, that things started going my way....

All of a sudden i started getting chances and finally i converted one of 'em.....

I got the placement bumps from my friends and perhaps i was the happiest person on earth that day......

that was the day when i learnt the true and the hidden meaning of this 8 letter word "PATIENCE"...

If i had the patience to wait for the right time, perhaps i could have avoided all that ----in mental stress that i went through those 3 past months.....

perhaps i could have utilised my time in a better way......

and yeah.....if i remain patient enough,

perhaps ill soon have anodr gf....:)

but one thing is for sure my friends..

it took me 22 long years to understand the hidden meaning of "PATIENCE"....

and trust me its never too late.....

i'am now a more patient guy than ever....

mmmmhhhhmmmmm........

I now Know that

"PATIENCE IS THE KEY" to any lock which u want to unlock......

A NEW JOURMEY.........

mhmmmmm.....

i'am at an energy level higher than the ground state as i begin my new journey..

whenever we begin a journey,we hope at its start that things will fall into right places and evrything'll be fit and fine during its course and that it ends well..

Every jouney needs to have an end.....

Or is it so??

i mean is it a compulsion for a journey to end..??

trust me on this..i don't wanna end mine..

i am starting this journey hoping that i'll be satisfied as it goes on..

it is another effort from my side to keep me involved in myself..

i want to continue writing till the day my satisfaction ends and till i am excited enuf to write..

till this excitement lasts i hope u guyz'll enjoy reading whatever i write..

HERE I BEGIN.............................